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Sunday, December 27, 2009

I'm gonna try.....

In ma heart ,i'm a Writer
when i think of u,ma eyes get Brighter
every other tension goin in ma mind,tends to get Lighter
cant breadthe,d whole wide world feels to get Tighter
wanna fight 4 u,but I aint no fuckin Fighter
wanna sing d song of luv,wanna play d Gaaiter
Guitar,watever,dis rappin aint d shit,my Kinda.

I dont care wat everybody say
but i dont when i fuckin play
i dont know,its jus not ma fuckin way
will luv u,till ma teeth falls out n ma hair turns grey
it aint no fuckin movie,where dey cheer u HURRAY HURRAY
'coz its life n life's a bitch
will loose everythin in jus a fuckin twitch.

chorus:
[
No matter wat baby,dont u cry
will make it up to u,till d end i'm gonna try
'coz ur Tear tears me apart
still rememba d day i depart-ed
wen we got seperated
dat moment is stuck in ma hourglass
ma life's been a bowl of shit
its like a bad quarter of an hour
d fact dat i cant b vid u.
make me cry everyday during shower
y arent u here?
u make me wanna jump 4m Eifel tower.
]


wen i talk to u ,earth stands still
wanna talk long on a long distance call,to u
like i dont give a shit abt d bill
wanted 2 build a cabin n live ma life vid u up d hill
wish i cud give u evereythin,could write dat kinda Will
d moment u told me,u dont love me no more
I swear to god,wanted to get killed
why did u said sumthin like dat?
after all d feelings we shared n gud time we had
y?wats wrong vid me?m i dat fuckin bad?
huh....tell me....

u were once ma girl ,ma soul companion
u are now too...but where am in ur life,am i jus an ass to u?
i want u to take care of me like a sister care for her younger brother
d luv n affection ,a baby gets 4m his birth mother
whom m i supposed to rely upon?
dere aint no fuckin other
try to live vidout u?wud like to dive rather

I feel so helpless
wanna cry out loud,
but d tears wont come out
wanna yell n to shout
bt d voice wont come out
dere r a million things i wanna talk to u abt
but u seem to fuckin lost in dis croud

chorus:
[
No matter wat baby,dont u cry
will make it up to u,till d end i'm gonna try
'coz ur Tear tears me apart
still rememba d day i depart-ed
wen we got seperated
dat moment is stuck in ma hourglass
ma life's been a bowl of shit
its like a bad quarter of an hour
d fact dat i cant b vid u.
make me cry everyday during shower
y arent u here?
u make me wanna jump 4m Eifel tower.
]



y are v killin each other?
when everyone else's havin a bon-voyage
I know u luv me baby,it aint no fuckin mirage
ma fault is all dat i luved u back
is dis it?...huh....?
nobody seem to give a shit for all the gud deeds dat i did
i dont give a fuck abt'em too
wanna die n wanna live jus 4 u
jus tell me dat u luv me too
'coz d way i am
mad is wat they say i m
so,fuck'am all
i dont give a shit at all
say u lied to me
say u still luv me
say dere aint no one in ur life above me
i'll fight'em all
i'll fuck very ass
who try to touch u,n to harm u
i'm here to comfort u n to warm u

d day i burnt ur letters
some part of me burnt with'em too
i'm sorry for wat i did
but its not wat i intended
seems like no matter wat i do
i end up fightin n hurtin u

u know i luv u baby
d way god loves us all
i'mm endlessly hurtin maself,waitin 4 ur call
but u never call,
many seasons passed away
sumtimes i jus think u dont luv me nomore

"I cant do dis nomore,dis is wrong,y dont u understand?"
wat u wanna tell me?
is dis u wanna make me understand?
d biggest truth of ma life
if dere's anything gud in ma life
u wanna take it away 4m ma hands?
u want me to let go off u?
want me to leave u alone?
u cud've simply asked me to fuckin die
dat wud've benn alot easier
all ur friends n ur family
tell'em i dont wanna c u with nobody
else
did it ring any bells?
yes,i love u,idiot
dont u get it?

seeing is believing honey
n i c u everywhere
now dats kinda funny
i c u in ma dreams
dont wanna wake up never
r u too bussy for me?
cant take a second 4 me?
to mail me n to text me?
i want u always next to me

plz take dat iron out of dat gun
plz shoot me in d heart dat burn
plz kill me,know i cant live dis way
u jus don get a word i say
but d only msg i wanna convey is:

chorus:
[
No matter wat baby,dont u cry
will make it up to u,till d end i'm gonna try
'coz ur Tear tears me apart
still rememba d day i depart-ed
wen we got seperated
dat moment is stuck in ma hourglass
ma life's been a bowl of shit
its like a bad quarter of an hour
d fact dat i cant b vid u.
make me cry everyday during shower
y arent u here?
u make me wanna jump 4m Eifel tower.
]

tell me baby, m i being too selfish?
wanna b ur king,though i aint no Elvis
write ur name in d air
pretent as if i dont care
for u
if i ever got to make a choice between d world or u
u know ,wat its gonna be
ur slave 4 life,is all i wanna be
its true i kept a couple of sectrets 4m u
trust me ,never intended to keep'em 4m u
i'm really sorry,4 wat i did to hurt u ,its true
i wanna b a nice man,wanna do it 4 u
dont u worry baby,i'm here 4 u
will tell u everything ,let d time arrive too
when d time comes
it'd be hard to get hair out of love-chewing gum
we wud be so meshed up
wud be so hard to give up
hard to lat u go
life'd turn out to be a fuckin hoe
when u get married
who wud i fuckin talk to?
whose gonna mail me den?
u got d answer to dat question?
u silly,i'd be so fucked up
i'd cry like a baby
wud act like i'm crazy
but i dont care wat they think
ma life wud be like a giant sink
hole
wud like to wanna live alone in d north pole
wud wanna do bad stuff to me n to d society
wud wanna kill d god almighty
'coz u r like a barrel of laughs to me
i wud burn in hell, if u leave me
so lets keep d ball rolling
till we r together
till u dont get married n i dont find sumthin better
but dere aint no one better than you
you know,whenever u gonna cry,amma cry too..

chorus:
[
No matter wat baby,dont u cry
will make it up to u,till d end i'm gonna try
'coz ur Tear tears me apart
still rememba d day i depart-ed
wen we got seperated
dat moment is stuck in ma hourglass
ma life's been a bowl of shit
its like a bad quarter of an hour
d fact dat i cant b vid u.
make me cry everyday during shower
y arent u here?
u make me wanna jump 4m Eifel tower.
]

the QUESTION

So,wats it gonna b?
wud u jeopardize ur every relation n choose to be vid me?
in ma songs,wat m i gonna call u by?u didnt tell me d name u like.
i know d ques. is too hard 4 u
but i believe,u wanna answer,dont u?
u know ,i dont wanna put u through any knda trouble.
but d trust can burst in a moment,
trust is sorta bubble.
its jus dat, i wanna make sure
dat i matter to u,dont need to know more.
i know u worry abt my father n ur mother,ur every sister n ur brother.
but atleast think of me,once in a while.
else i'd dive n die in river NILE
u worry abt d world,d people,wat dey say n wud think..
but if they talk shit abt u,amma burn down d world in a blink
I wanna live vid u,
do u wanna die vid me?
wud tell u everythin
wanna fly vid me?
will hold u in ma arms
till death do us apart
will feed u vid ma pure blood cumin straight through ma heart.
jus answer d ques.... baby
jus answer ma ques.....