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Wednesday, May 12, 2010

i'm in

m a nigga vd a bad attitude
never heard abt d word gratitude
seen many chicks goin 4m longitude to lattitude
jus name d juicy gum,i already hv it chewed
but a girl i saw,she was shining like sun
she told me much abt herself n made me change ma defination to fun
bt i broke her heart n it was lik i tuk sum wrong turn
tought i wud tell u all dis in person,bt dan i got an idea to write dis lil' poem
wherever u go,i'll b dere,
b dere in ur dreamz,takin care
dnt u cry n feel lonely,will find me standin beside u in ur worst nightmare
here
dere
everywhere
i knw i did sum dumb shit,n knw it wasnt fair
bt never intended to hurt ma closedones,always prayed dat kinda prayer
so nw u'r standin on a crossroad,thinkin which way u oughta turn
although u'r naive yet,bt its time i make u learn
ur trust is wat i evr wanna earn
i care 4 u n respect ur selfrespect
m sory i created a bad example,
sorry dat i made a bad impression on d wall of our relation
bt ma lil' sis is wat u always will b
no matter wat i do,
no matter how hard ur goin through
i will b dere 4 u,thick or thin,
watever u do,jus rememba,"i'm in"
girl,jus rememba,"i'm in"

Saturday, May 8, 2010

end of era

give me d strength to carry on,oh lord!

burn every shit down,to which she belong,oh lord!

4get every lovely dream,dat she shown,oh lord!

'coz it wasnt written in heaven,d day i was born

wanna 4get her now,dont wanna spend d rest of ma life in mourn

if she thinks i cn live ma life without her,then amma make her believe

even if it means givin up everythin else,amma let it be

i've had enough,now is the time when i leave

its over lord,its over now

think amma look at u,n ask "so,wat now??" ???

u wrong,i aint gonna do it now

amma put d bolt where it fits now

i'm sick of it now

dont wanna wait 4 ne miracle n say WOW!

now

anyhow

lets jus say it wasnt meant 4 me

but the cupid keeps goin on the hunt 4 me

now amma leave u,n find a bitchy cunt 4 me

'coz i cant be dead,every knife seems blunt 4 me

gonna direct ma own documentry,'coz dere aint no 'gus van sant' 4 me

wat m i writin?

i dont think,amma rap dis crap

its like a freakin helltrap

didnt see it cumin,like it got me in ma nap

wud consider u a dream now,away 4m reality

n watch ur kids growin up

wid d day passin by,amma 4get her now

amma wipe her off of ma life,jus d way she deleted me

amma create a mess,ruin ma life

already dead 4m inside

got many secrets n intend still intend to hide

yeah!its gud 4 us both

atlast u won n i lost

amma let go d one i luv d most

but didnt god intended us to luv?

to share n to serve?

i made a mistake,n m payin back

she knows dat d communication part is where i lack

all d sad songs r 4 me now,dere aint no happy track

tried alot of windows,now gonna switch to apple mac

heart is sabotaged now,got it accidently hacked

luved her company,luved d way

she talk,she walk,she lie,she cry n she laugh

ofcourse amma miss her alot

but dats wat i ought to do

d way she sleep,she feel,she touch,she whisper n she scream

how can i 4get dis all,when she keeps cumin to ma dream

thought d way of luv is d way of god

but not gonna take no more chances now

amma boot ma ass on a safe mode

slowly killed me,like she was sum sweeney todd................

Friday, May 7, 2010

3 saal

3 saal da tohfa jo ditta zindagi ne
thoda dita te bahuta lita zindagi ne
3 saal,ae ki kar gaye ne
kitho liyawa aj labh k,jo khat sarh gaye ne

3 saal,jindari wala zaher jarr gaye ha.
3 saal ch jeeye,3 saal ch mar gaye ha
3 saal tak jitte,aj akhir har gaye ha
3 saala ch rooh tere naave kar gaye ha
3 saal,tu ki jaane,asi apne vajood naal larh gaye ha
3 saal ,tera karz uthaiya
aj akhir hun farz nibhaya
3 saal tainu yaad me kita
3 saal,tainu bhul v gaye saa
3 saal,menu labhne ni fer
3 saal,menu disse hanere ghup gher
3 saal,me haseya bathera
3 saal,sunja lageya v vehda
3 saal,gam dita tu jehda
us baajo,jee sakda c kehda?
3 saal,menu laare v laaye
3 saal,mere dard vandaaye
3 saal,me v dukhde handaaye
3 saal,haneri raat c ayi
3 saal,navi sawer c payi
3 saal,dite haase tu menu
3 saal,me v apne ruwaye
3 saal,dardi labheya na koi
3 saal,loka haase udaaye
3 saal,pyar wali kitab asa saarhi
3 saal,roi zindari c baadi
3 saal,baad hanere disde ne agaadi
3 saal,tu zakhm jagaye
raat sadi sanu khaan nu aye
3 saal,tere hanju me paaye
3 saal,asa dard pakaaye
3 saal,tere saath ruaye
3 saal,ki dasiye,kine hanju bahaye

3 saal,aj ho chale ne
3 saal,tenu sunehde ghalle ne
3 saal,lage rog awalle ne
3 saal,mere apne,ja gaira naal rale ne
3 saal,khushiya de vehde,dukhdeya malle ne
3 saal,pehla c jine dard dharti te
hun paye mere hi palle ne
3 saal,tere baajo reh gaye yaar kalle ne
3 saal,me sarheya naal ona khata de,jehde jale ne

rabb karke tu wasdi rahe sada
lali tere chehre te,buliya te haasi rahe sada
3 saal,tere ishq nachaya menu
3 saal,dupatte tere ne dhupa to bachaya menu
ae din mudke aune ni
tere baajo geet pyar de asi gaane ni
tere baajo hath fade jaam kise chhudaune ni
tere baajo mere dard kise vandaune ni
tu hi hai meri preet,meri apni,tere siva hai duniya te ki?
tere lai jaavange haar har baazi jiti
tere baajo rangeen duniya v fiki

tu dass de metho hoi ki galti?
kadi maada tenu ni keha me
sada apni to uchi tha te tenu rakheya me
fir dass kehda kar dita me gunah?
me maada ya maadiya meriya gallan?
kehdi gallo chhad ta tu bolna?
hun yaad hai rone,asi bhul gaye hasna
vekh tenu chup chapite bae jande ha,bhul gaye hun bolna
sohniye,jo v c galti,vadi ya chhoti,hun maf karde tu,hun hor ni judaiya jhall sakda me
me ta pagal ha,par hai tu ta syani
sare menu vekhde ne par samajhda ni koi
dukh mere dikhde ne,par door karda ni koi
tere baajo mera lagda na jee
je tu nahi te karanga is duniya da ki?
kehdi galti si jo tu chhad gayi e?
ik var dass ta sahi
pair chum k mangange mafi
aive loka di gallan ch ni aida
me ta tera ha,ravanga tera hi sada
tenu yad kar kar hun tera hi saaya ban chaleya ha

ik war a ta sahi,tere saare nakhre has has uthava
loki hasde ne mere te,tu aave te tenu vikhava
ki rakheya hai duniya ch,aa tenu kol kol bithava
tu ave te me zindagi dukha to chhudava
menu maf kar sohniye,ake mita de lekha cho judaaiya mere
us rab di sauh,tenu yad kara har aunde jande saah nal
teriya galla chete aundiya ne
hai ni ki taakat aini mere geetan ch?
ki khich leaun tenu mere kol?
ki haini mere pyar da es vikau duniya te koi mol?
hun ta aja,hun ta diti zindarhi v dukha ne rol
hun haini haalat mere ladan de,
aake saambh lae menu,duniya jo hai kardi,karan de

ki kamla,me ki seyana?
me ki seyanap kar lai?
tu authe,me aithe
das tu kive judai jarr lai?
tenu hor ni karunga me dukhi,ik war bharosa kar sahi
me dard,tu dava e meri
shayd me galat ha,par banai kine e pyar di kacheri?
tu meri hove,te me tera
oh din v ki din hove
jad samjhe tu v menu

3 saal,rab sataiya menu pura
3 saal,tere baajo me adhoora
3 saal,teri rooh nal yaari payi
3 saal,pehle ai bhuldi nai ..... di .......
3 saal,kite yatan me kai
3 saal,roeya me luk luk bas tere hi lai
3 saal,rab bakhshe na bhave menu
3 saal,rab di tha rakhiya me tenu
3 saal,me labh labh thakiya
3 saal,taithoo sohna na labeya
3 saal,tenu apna banaya me
sukha nu ta chahun sare,tere dukha nu v chaheya me
jina naal c gaya viaheya me
3 saal,qismat nal larh ke si apni qismat ch tenu leyaya me
3 saal,chahiya c hasauna
par 3 saal, sabh to vadh tenu hi rovaya me
3 saal,tenu khush vekhna chahiya,
par reh geya ban k tere dukha da saaya me
tenu hi gua ke das fer zindagi ch ki paaya me?

mere din hun din ni,raat hun meri raat ni
aisi koi gal ni,jis ch teri baat ni
tetho vichhad ke hor jee saka hun aise mere halaat nai
rab rus giya hun lagda mera,tahi ta karaunda hun sadi mulakat ni
russe v kyu na o metho?
rakhiya odi tha me tenu,ki tenu yaad ni
it uh ki it?jihdi hilaye hil jave.
eni ta kachi sade rishte di buniyad ni
aine dard tu aap jare,daseya menu v ni,
teri kalam guachi ya tere kol dawat ni?
hasdi rahe tu sada,hun dua e meri
dukh chhuye na tenu koi
bhaave chamm v sarh jaye meri...............