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Saturday, May 8, 2010

end of era

give me d strength to carry on,oh lord!

burn every shit down,to which she belong,oh lord!

4get every lovely dream,dat she shown,oh lord!

'coz it wasnt written in heaven,d day i was born

wanna 4get her now,dont wanna spend d rest of ma life in mourn

if she thinks i cn live ma life without her,then amma make her believe

even if it means givin up everythin else,amma let it be

i've had enough,now is the time when i leave

its over lord,its over now

think amma look at u,n ask "so,wat now??" ???

u wrong,i aint gonna do it now

amma put d bolt where it fits now

i'm sick of it now

dont wanna wait 4 ne miracle n say WOW!

now

anyhow

lets jus say it wasnt meant 4 me

but the cupid keeps goin on the hunt 4 me

now amma leave u,n find a bitchy cunt 4 me

'coz i cant be dead,every knife seems blunt 4 me

gonna direct ma own documentry,'coz dere aint no 'gus van sant' 4 me

wat m i writin?

i dont think,amma rap dis crap

its like a freakin helltrap

didnt see it cumin,like it got me in ma nap

wud consider u a dream now,away 4m reality

n watch ur kids growin up

wid d day passin by,amma 4get her now

amma wipe her off of ma life,jus d way she deleted me

amma create a mess,ruin ma life

already dead 4m inside

got many secrets n intend still intend to hide

yeah!its gud 4 us both

atlast u won n i lost

amma let go d one i luv d most

but didnt god intended us to luv?

to share n to serve?

i made a mistake,n m payin back

she knows dat d communication part is where i lack

all d sad songs r 4 me now,dere aint no happy track

tried alot of windows,now gonna switch to apple mac

heart is sabotaged now,got it accidently hacked

luved her company,luved d way

she talk,she walk,she lie,she cry n she laugh

ofcourse amma miss her alot

but dats wat i ought to do

d way she sleep,she feel,she touch,she whisper n she scream

how can i 4get dis all,when she keeps cumin to ma dream

thought d way of luv is d way of god

but not gonna take no more chances now

amma boot ma ass on a safe mode

slowly killed me,like she was sum sweeney todd................

2 comments:

  1. wats gus van sant???

    this is nice...atlast it ends...!!

    this is better for u

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  2. gus van sant is d greatest director of all time buddy

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