lil girl.............

A girl,she's sweet, she's lil
she's jus a lil grl
tries to b bright
she's cute,she's sweet
but aint no one to listen to her when she weeps
she cry she mourn
every night,she cry till dawn
no one understands her,she feels so alone
she thinks god ws unhappy,the day she ws born
thinks her worls s all shattered,her fate all torn
but there's more life now
u've got to learn honey
some'd make u happy
other's will add up xperienc
i knw ur nights are restless
but there more to lyf
knw u wanna cry out loud
but there's more to lyf
knw u wanna forget the manners, n feel free to shout
but there's more to lyf
let ur every feelin flow,n emotions come out,
let ur wings guide u
coz dere's more to lyf
girl,dere's more to lyf

one day u'll growup
big enough to sortout ur problms
u'll knw wat ur priorities are
no more lonely nights than
u'll never cry then
every one will love u,nd u wudnt feel guilty for dat
no more nights of tears
u wudnt ever cry
coz ur dreamz will make u fly
jus go wid the flow now,dont need nothin to try
dint need to push nothin,jus wait till the pitch gets dry
wish i cud place u in a world,where no one wud ever lie
coz u'r a lil angel
straight from the clouds

so give it ur best
live like a princess
coz dere's more to lyf honey
dere's more to it yet.................

i'm in

m a nigga vd a bad attitude

never heard abt d word gratitude

seen many chicks goin 4m longitude to lattitude

jus name d juicy gum,i already hv it chewed

but a girl i saw,she was shining like sun

she told me much abt herself n made me change ma defination to fun

bt i broke her heart n it was lik i tuk sum wrong turn

tought i wud tell u all dis in person,bt dan i got an idea to write dis lil' poem

wherever u go,i'll b dere,

b dere in ur dreamz,takin care

dnt u cry n feel lonely,will find me standin beside u in ur worst nightmare

here

dere

everywhere

i knw i did sum dumb shit,n knw it wasnt fair

bt never intended to hurt ma closedones,always prayed dat kinda prayer

so nw u'r standin on a crossroad,thinkin which way u oughta turn

although u'r naive yet,bt its time i make u learn

ur trust is wat i evr wanna earn

i care 4 u n respect ur selfrespect

m sory i created a bad example,

sorry dat i made a bad impression on d wall of our relation

bt ma lil' sis is wat u always will b

no matter wat i do,

no matter how hard ur goin through

i will b dere 4 u,thick or thin,

watever u do,jus rememba,"i'm in"

girl,jus rememba,"i'm in"

end of era

give me d strength to carry on,oh lord!

burn every shit down,to which she belong,oh lord!

4get every lovely dream,dat she shown,oh lord!

'coz it wasnt written in heaven,d day i was born

wanna 4get her now,dont wanna spend d rest of ma life in mourn

if she thinks i cn live ma life without her,then amma make her believe

even if it means givin up everythin else,amma let it be

i've had enough,now is the time when i leave

its over lord,its over now

think amma look at u,n ask "so,wat now??" ???

u wrong,i aint gonna do it now

amma put d bolt where it fits now

i'm sick of it now

dont wanna wait 4 ne miracle n say WOW!

now

anyhow

lets jus say it wasnt meant 4 me

but the cupid keeps goin on the hunt 4 me

now amma leave u,n find a bitchy cunt 4 me

'coz i cant be dead,every knife seems blunt 4 me

gonna direct ma own documentry,'coz dere aint no 'gus van sant' 4 me

wat m i writin?

i dont think,amma rap dis crap

its like a freakin helltrap

didnt see it cumin,like it got me in ma nap

wud consider u a dream now,away 4m reality

n watch ur kids growin up

wid d day passin by,amma 4get her now

amma wipe her off of ma life,jus d way she deleted me

amma create a mess,ruin ma life

already dead 4m inside

got many secrets n intend still intend to hide

yeah!its gud 4 us both

atlast u won n i lost

amma let go d one i luv d most

but didnt god intended us to luv?

to share n to serve?

i made a mistake,n m payin back

she knows dat d communication part is where i lack

all d sad songs r 4 me now,dere aint no happy track

tried alot of windows,now gonna switch to apple mac

heart is sabotaged now,got it accidently hacked

luved her company,luved d way

she talk,she walk,she lie,she cry n she laugh

ofcourse amma miss her alot

but dats wat i ought to do

d way she sleep,she feel,she touch,she whisper n she scream

how can i 4get dis all,when she keeps cumin to ma dream

thought d way of luv is d way of god

but not gonna take no more chances now

amma boot ma ass on a safe mode

slowly killed me,like she was sum sweeney todd................

3 saal

3 saal da tohfa jo ditta zindagi ne
thoda dita te bahuta lita zindagi ne
3 saal,ae ki kar gaye ne
kitho liyawa aj labh k,jo khat sarh gaye ne

3 saal,jindari wala zaher jarr gaye ha.
3 saal ch jeeye,3 saal ch mar gaye ha
3 saal tak jitte,aj akhir har gaye ha
3 saala ch rooh tere naave kar gaye ha
3 saal,tu ki jaane,asi apne vajood naal larh gaye ha
3 saal ,tera karz uthaiya
aj akhir hun farz nibhaya
3 saal tainu yaad me kita
3 saal,tainu bhul v gaye saa
3 saal,menu labhne ni fer
3 saal,menu disse hanere ghup gher
3 saal,me haseya bathera
3 saal,sunja lageya v vehda
3 saal,gam dita tu jehda
us baajo,jee sakda c kehda?
3 saal,menu laare v laaye
3 saal,mere dard vandaaye
3 saal,me v dukhde handaaye
3 saal,haneri raat c ayi
3 saal,navi sawer c payi
3 saal,dite haase tu menu
3 saal,me v apne ruwaye
3 saal,dardi labheya na koi
3 saal,loka haase udaaye
3 saal,pyar wali kitab asa saarhi
3 saal,roi zindari c baadi
3 saal,baad hanere disde ne agaadi
3 saal,tu zakhm jagaye
raat sadi sanu khaan nu aye
3 saal,tere hanju me paaye
3 saal,asa dard pakaaye
3 saal,tere saath ruaye
3 saal,ki dasiye,kine hanju bahaye

3 saal,aj ho chale ne
3 saal,tenu sunehde ghalle ne
3 saal,lage rog awalle ne
3 saal,mere apne,ja gaira naal rale ne
3 saal,khushiya de vehde,dukhdeya malle ne
3 saal,pehla c jine dard dharti te
hun paye mere hi palle ne
3 saal,tere baajo reh gaye yaar kalle ne
3 saal,me sarheya naal ona khata de,jehde jale ne

rabb karke tu wasdi rahe sada
lali tere chehre te,buliya te haasi rahe sada
3 saal,tere ishq nachaya menu
3 saal,dupatte tere ne dhupa to bachaya menu
ae din mudke aune ni
tere baajo geet pyar de asi gaane ni
tere baajo hath fade jaam kise chhudaune ni
tere baajo mere dard kise vandaune ni
tu hi hai meri preet,meri apni,tere siva hai duniya te ki?
tere lai jaavange haar har baazi jiti
tere baajo rangeen duniya v fiki

tu dass de metho hoi ki galti?
kadi maada tenu ni keha me
sada apni to uchi tha te tenu rakheya me
fir dass kehda kar dita me gunah?
me maada ya maadiya meriya gallan?
kehdi gallo chhad ta tu bolna?
hun yaad hai rone,asi bhul gaye hasna
vekh tenu chup chapite bae jande ha,bhul gaye hun bolna
sohniye,jo v c galti,vadi ya chhoti,hun maf karde tu,hun hor ni judaiya jhall sakda me
me ta pagal ha,par hai tu ta syani
sare menu vekhde ne par samajhda ni koi
dukh mere dikhde ne,par door karda ni koi
tere baajo mera lagda na jee
je tu nahi te karanga is duniya da ki?
kehdi galti si jo tu chhad gayi e?
ik var dass ta sahi
pair chum k mangange mafi
aive loka di gallan ch ni aida
me ta tera ha,ravanga tera hi sada
tenu yad kar kar hun tera hi saaya ban chaleya ha

ik war a ta sahi,tere saare nakhre has has uthava
loki hasde ne mere te,tu aave te tenu vikhava
ki rakheya hai duniya ch,aa tenu kol kol bithava
tu ave te me zindagi dukha to chhudava
menu maf kar sohniye,ake mita de lekha cho judaaiya mere
us rab di sauh,tenu yad kara har aunde jande saah nal
teriya galla chete aundiya ne
hai ni ki taakat aini mere geetan ch?
ki khich leaun tenu mere kol?
ki haini mere pyar da es vikau duniya te koi mol?
hun ta aja,hun ta diti zindarhi v dukha ne rol
hun haini haalat mere ladan de,
aake saambh lae menu,duniya jo hai kardi,karan de

ki kamla,me ki seyana?
me ki seyanap kar lai?
tu authe,me aithe
das tu kive judai jarr lai?
tenu hor ni karunga me dukhi,ik war bharosa kar sahi
me dard,tu dava e meri
shayd me galat ha,par banai kine e pyar di kacheri?
tu meri hove,te me tera
oh din v ki din hove
jad samjhe tu v menu

3 saal,rab sataiya menu pura
3 saal,tere baajo me adhoora
3 saal,teri rooh nal yaari payi
3 saal,pehle ai bhuldi nai ..... di .......
3 saal,kite yatan me kai
3 saal,roeya me luk luk bas tere hi lai
3 saal,rab bakhshe na bhave menu
3 saal,rab di tha rakhiya me tenu
3 saal,me labh labh thakiya
3 saal,taithoo sohna na labeya
3 saal,tenu apna banaya me
sukha nu ta chahun sare,tere dukha nu v chaheya me
jina naal c gaya viaheya me
3 saal,qismat nal larh ke si apni qismat ch tenu leyaya me
3 saal,chahiya c hasauna
par 3 saal, sabh to vadh tenu hi rovaya me
3 saal,tenu khush vekhna chahiya,
par reh geya ban k tere dukha da saaya me
tenu hi gua ke das fer zindagi ch ki paaya me?

mere din hun din ni,raat hun meri raat ni
aisi koi gal ni,jis ch teri baat ni
tetho vichhad ke hor jee saka hun aise mere halaat nai
rab rus giya hun lagda mera,tahi ta karaunda hun sadi mulakat ni
russe v kyu na o metho?
rakhiya odi tha me tenu,ki tenu yaad ni
it uh ki it?jihdi hilaye hil jave.
eni ta kachi sade rishte di buniyad ni
aine dard tu aap jare,daseya menu v ni,
teri kalam guachi ya tere kol dawat ni?
hasdi rahe tu sada,hun dua e meri
dukh chhuye na tenu koi
bhaave chamm v sarh jaye meri...............

SAD,MAD,GLAD

Sad m Sad

but thankful to god for even d little time together we had

those were the times that made sad tarun glad

there was time when i asked him why he took you from me

but god has his own way,may be he wanted to pull the string

n teach me how to cry,mourn.

cut ma finger n throw away dat ring.

after losing maself,ma hair,ma friends,now i got the whole thing.

that it was jus a game,an illusion,ur mirage,you were laughin the whole time.

you made me jump off d cliff,after agreeing dat u wud give me ma wings.

why god?why u did dat?now m fallin down ,vertido all over me.

does dat make u glad?

oh! m sad,now m sad,cryin why i went dat mad.

she was jus a girl,nothin special,may be a gem or a pearl.

but wat difference does it make,she was jus a girl.

I'll marry sumone else,she wont be dat close,but may be we grow dat kinda bond.

cud see us sitin 50yrs 4m now,on d side of a pond.

ofcourse she wudnt be as lovely as u ,as pretty as you are.

you wud be with sumbdy else livin too far

but I always wished you,more dan a '67 car.

how cud I 4get you?

aint got dat kinda power.

It was written in ma destiny

to cry for d rest of ma life,while takin shower.

no doubt you introduced me to happiness

showed me wat luv is.

but now i got aquanted with sorrow.

now I got the whole thing.now i understand dis.

one can never get luv,whether you turn a toad to a prince,with ur miraculous kiss.

Sad m Sad,but now got the whole fact.

if u ever luvd sum1,u'd understant,i aint dat mad.

dere was a time,when shock therapy was d only therapy,i ever had.

Sad m Sad,but m glad ,m mad

'coz ma madness defies sadness,

So m MAD n SAD but m still GLAD......

broke

Zikr allah da,fikr tera hove.

bhul ta tenu jaava,j bhulan joga jera hove.

roz ta uthida tut k,hasda utha,koi esa sawera hove.

soch kadi sade bare,sanu ena hi bathera hove.

jud ja eda sadi rooh nal,dukh tenu lagge te hanju mera hove

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Sadi pe gayi yaari supaneya naal ni.
sach dasi,ki kadi ni aunda sada khayaal ni?

ki karaanga tere bagair,eh soch k hi ho jande ne hath pair lal ni.

ha ki me ohi?ohi tu sochdi hai?ki kardi hai haje v pyar mere naal ni?

Ehi puchhna hai me,ehi hai mera pehla ate akhri sawaal ni.

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Is haal da karaa ki me hal ni?

Mekhaan wang chube menu makhmal ni.

hun bas kar,hor na jaawan metho judaaiya jhall ni.

mukda jaanda ha,hun ghadi ghadi pal pal ni.

kite jaaiye dur duniya to,chal mere naal tu v chal ni.

kade awaaz maar,koi suneha menu ghall ni

nai ta,chhad k eh duniya,chaleya ha me hun rabb wall ni.......

Gum kaisa ye diya hai zindagi ne.

khel khel me dhokha de diya khudgarz khushi ne.

yeh hawa kaisi?aj teri nigaah kaisi?kaisa mausam hai yeh aya?ki kaamp utha me bhari garmi me.

hath chhoda jo tune,saath chhutha hasi se

khud se door,aj dard se aage,pahuncha ab chhipe shool tak,daba tha jo dil ki narmi me.

kal jab utha,me duba tha ashko me,pauv the thande,mera dard tha palko me,hath badaaya,par tujhe chhu na paya,tujhe bhool aya tha kahi sapne me.

painWITHIN

Tera GUNEHGAR ha me,
Waqt di suli te tangeya bekasur PYAR ha me,
Ishq di nagri ch khadi kachhi DIWAR ha me.
Teri akh cho apne lai girde hanju lai BEKARAR ha me.
Kadi c chajj sanu v jeen da,hun ta hargis hi BEKAAR ha me.
Kade haseya c teriya gallan te,aj tere vichhode da BIMAR ha me.
Supne ta me v baghawat de c vekhe,aj har ashiq di nazar ch GADDAAR ha me.
Haase nal c saada v uthna baithna,hun ta hanjua da hi YAAR ha me.

ki ena bura yaar ha me????

d final encounter [skit]

"Are u still standin dere?"

so,dats ur ques?

m I still standin dere?on dat very T-point?havin same fuckin feelings?still killin maself in d same fuckin way?

D xperience I had vid u...,i wish i were a gay

r u stonecold within?

dont u feel d pain beneath?

dont u listen to wat ma eyes say?

Its been an amusement 4u den?

huh...?

dat ws all fake n hoax?

huh...?

I was jus a puppet den?

stinky shit packed in a bucket den?

u make me feel like a total ass

like m always runnin out o' gas

in d middle of nowhere

gettin choked n cant find no fresh air

[

So long

I waited 4 u ,so long

thought u wanna hang on

waited 4 d first kiss

everything u did,i din wanted to miss.

waited 4 d fuckin bliss

but it never came to me

u want me to set u free??

thought u wanna taste ma lips

thought u wanna touch ma soul

but u surprised me girl

thought u were a pure shell pearl

but u turned out to be a broken tooth

now i wanna die

left nothin in me to hide

nobody ,i wanna impress vid dis fake pride

now i wanna die

I'm fuckin gonna die

]

After all wat i did 4 u

u give me back dis?

u dont wanna talk,

dont wanna answer d questions I ask

So,dats how it was supposed to end?

Sorrow,Pain,Depression -all in a blend?

every single moment ,I think of u

every single night, I meet u

In every single person ,I c u

In every single incident,I miss u

Every day n night,I wish of u

every now n den,I call ur name

n u??

all u think abt is d stuff u need to do

ur frns,ur family,ur everything

no time 4 me to think n talk to?

Fine,so dats how u wanna play it?

all right

no more Mr. Nice Guy from now on

u wanna ignore me?n wanna move on.

good 4 u

dats wat u all do

ur every secret i kept between me ,on ma bedpost.

n u??

[

So long

I waited 4 u ,so long

thought u wanna hang on

waited 4 d first kiss

everything u did,i din wanted to miss.

waited 4 d fuckin bliss

but it never came to me

u want me to set u free??

thought u wanna taste ma lips

thought u wanna touch ma soul

but u surprised me girl

thought u were a pure shell pearl

but u turned out to be a broken tooth

now i wanna die

left nothin in me to hide

nobody ,i wanna impress vid dis fake pride

now i wanna die

I'm fuckin gonna die

]

S:"y dont u luv me nomore?"

R:"..dont know"

S:"thought I knew u like d back of ma hand"

R:"cant u understand?"

S:"NO,I CANT,I'm MAD,I'm CRAZY

since birth n ma next generation is gonna be crazy too,u got dat?

huh...?

I luved u so much 4m d core of ma heart,worshipped everything related to u

thought u luved me too.."

R:"wat do I do now?"

S:"u dont need to do nothin

u done enough

fucked me pretty well .."

R:"Why r u talkin like dat?"

S:"BREAKING NEWS!!

I'm MAD"

[

So long

I waited 4 u ,so long

thought u wanna hang on

waited 4 d first kiss

everything u did,i din wanted to miss.

waited 4 d fuckin bliss

but it never came to me

u want me to set u free??

thought u wanna taste ma lips

thought u wanna touch ma soul

but u surprised me girl

thought u were a pure shell pearl

but u turned out to be a broken tooth

now i wanna die

left nothin in me to hide

nobody ,i wanna impress vid dis fake pride

now i wanna die

I'm fuckin gonna die

]

R:"y dont u give urself sum time?"

S:"TIME?time to 4get u?

thanks,but no thanks

I dont work dat way

ma love is not sum fuckin 'C' variable

its more like a 'pie'

3.14 everywhere u go

havin constant value 22/7 throughout d world n time

how can u change?

you aint no season

I hate u 4 wat u did

I hate u

u hear dat??

I HATE U

GOD! I luv u

I luvv u so much....."

S:"dis was so easy 4 u

To throw an asshole out ur life

dispose me like a used Stayfree

cut out off ur body like a tumour

All right,

Jus fuck it

I dont care 4 nothin no more

Oh!yeah,u can bet ur boots on dat

I'm not gonna bother u again

U'r free 4m every relation we had

May be I was biting off more than I cud chew

Everytime I think of u, ma heart bleeds 4 u

nd expected somethin like dat 4m u too

but makin u understand is like gettin blood out of stone

u irritate me like backseat driver

U wanted to be nice in everybody's openion

Fine,Let it be dat way

d Shanky u knew is dead already

n will remain dead 4 gud

gud bye..."

[

So long

I waited 4 u ,so long

thought u wanna hang on

waited 4 d first kiss

everything u did,i din wanted to miss.

waited 4 d fuckin bliss

but it never came to me

u want me to set u free??

thought u wanna taste ma lips

thought u wanna touch ma soul

but u surprised me girl

thought u were a pure shell pearl

but u turned out to be a broken tooth

now i wanna die

left nothin in me to hide

nobody ,i wanna impress vid dis fake pride

now i wanna die

I'm fuckin gonna die

]